Honeybbbunny

The World is never fair .

2010-09-15T21:41:00.001+08:00

We reap what you sow ,
you pay what we owe ,
the world is never fair

Design & Techonology .

2010-07-21T16:09:00.003+08:00

It been quite Sometime since i update this little space here ! ((=
Been rather busy ? with funny stuff instead of studies ! how sad manxzzx ..
Currently i am at D&T lab .. rotting my way through as i dont knw how to do and need wait teacher to help me ya .
&&& i have Nothing much to post ? well , most pictures are uploaded at facebook already . more to come .
- Shall roughly update my Past schedule ! hahahahah .

Monday , School > DNT > HougangMall (Eat) > Home > PotongPasir > HOME @ 11+pm
Tuesady , School > DNT > CompassPoint (Eat) > Sengkang Polyclinic (H.A) > ROT > Home > PlazaSing > Home > HougangPlaza > Kovan > Home @ 11+pm
Wednesday , School > DNT > Home > HougangPoint (NightStudy)
Thursday (plan) , School > DNT > Home > PotongPasir(stay)
Friday (plan) , School > Sengkang > Movie(cineleisure) > Home > NightCycling > PotongPasir(stay)

Hmmms ... thats all for now .

Ps : HE's BACK in TOWN ! effing happy . ((=

iknowyoustaredatme .

2010-07-01T22:28:00.002+08:00

I AM SUPPOSE TO HAVE PICTURES UPLOADED !
But ... BLOODY HELLLLLL , i dont know what happen to my Camera memory card !
It cant be recognise by BOTH of my laptops ! ))=
See lahh ... my post so boring .
ARGGHH !#@$#^%&!~!!!!! D= .

Today , had my FIRST lesson of Elective Modules ..
It teaches us about our NAILS .
I enjoy pampering myself .. but not pampering people ! hah .. so i think , Beautican this job is so not meeee .
& i dont know why in the world i choose the course beauty ! regretted alittle .. as i feel should the i should have choosen bussiness instead . Even though i dislike being so OFFICE . But at least .. i feel that i am able to learn something .. As i WANT to OPEN a BLOGSHOP soooooonnn . ((=
okehh lah , enough of my bullshitsss .
Modules ended around .. 2pm . Took bus to meet C @ RivervaleMall .
Take stuff from her .. then start shopping around Rivervalmall alone . & HOMED @ 4pm !
ate , slept , studied . & yeah .. here blogging .!

PS : sorry humans , unable to upload pictures to FB as memorycard ot problem . PRAY HARD THAT IT CAN BE REAPIRED !

First dayy

2010-06-28T22:15:00.002+08:00

well well .. After a month of "Holiday" , finally back to the official SCHOOL DAY .
Everything seems Normal .
But i myself , doesnt seems to be able to adapt back to TYPICAL school dayys .. ((=
After school , Back to SAME OLD DAILY ROUTINE ! hah .
okehh , i know should stop as "N"LEVELS Are just round the corner !!!!!

AmanDa.C

School

2010-06-27T23:44:00.004+08:00

SCHOOL TOMORROW !!!
&&&& i am sooooooooooooooo NOT prepared !

Promises again

2010-06-26T23:34:00.001+08:00

Went service currently using ywyw iPhone to update so lazy type much ! Edit tomorrow . ((=

Encounter Camp !

2010-06-25T22:53:00.002+08:00

Heyyyyyy yooooo ~! Humans ,
here for a short update . Will add in details probably nextweek !
I enjoyed myself today !
& next week is school . OMT ! ))=

i dont want to see you again .

2010-06-21T21:57:00.002+08:00

I will give in my best to get what i want. If i can't make it, i will still
give my very best to make sure you don't get it as well .

But i ask myself issit worth ??
There are alot perspective to this phrase . Cant be explain . you have to experience yourself . ((=

AmanDa.C

Dumpling Day .

2010-06-16T14:03:00.003+08:00

I'll fight your fight , if the reward is you ...

currently @ school doing DNT (solidworks).
hate it manxzx ! waited for teacher assistance for bloody long . so ended up here blogging .!
Today is Dumpling(zongzi) Day , where we will eat Dumpling !
Love , the yellow yellow rice , where you have to deep it in sugar for better taste ! ((=
Yesterday , After DNT , headed off to bedok to meet YWYW > Ahma's Hse .!
Ahma was wrapping dumpling , so i ask if i could try .. and i ended up wrapping 2 only .
still not bad lah ! .. BETTER THEN YWYW ! hah .

i miss you . when i know i shouldnt be . ))=

Anyway , this morning quarrel with YWYW , trust me , i hate it to the Max !
it was never nice to quarrel with you . cos it make ALL (others) of us turn upside down .
PS: i wore the ring . as i'm snapping off soooonnn . !

AmanDa.C

Love Lubes .

2010-06-12T16:40:00.003+08:00

we sniff , lick rub and test-drive the many lubricants out there to identify the best for your need .
- a magazine .
sound disgustine ?
Hah , i found this in a magazine while cutting out
pictures for my DnT .

AmanDa.C

I dont need a promise of FOREVER Love .

2010-06-11T14:01:00.005+08:00

" Better to have loved and lost , than to have never loved at all . "

Short post . As i am sooooo going to be late to meet ... YWYW .

Saturday , Went for Service .
Sunday , Had family dinner & Watched SHREK(FinalChapter) Love it !
Monday , School > ECP > BBQ > Dinner (to fill my stomach !) > HOME !
Tuesday , Wednesday > SCHOOL > N.A .
Thursday , School (COMPLETED MY ARTEFACT) > Home > School > Out Slacked >Back to SCHOOL TONNING .

Reach back home early in the morning , as i was damn damn STICKY & TIRED .
Intresting night . felt so THRILLING ! ( maybe for me only )
But , i got myself WholeBody HURT ! Cuts everywhere . *OUUUCCCHH*

YWYW , Scared the shit out of me !!!!!
he took my IpodTouchyy .. & didnt tell me .. So when i wake up from my sleep , i went searching for my IpodTouchyy . I started calling partically everybody to ask for it ! Oooops ... feel so paranoid . Sorry peeps .

Okehh , end here . Toodles !
Ps: pictures of my artefact will update soooon .

AmanDa.C

When love comes in the window, friendship flies out the door.

2010-06-04T20:47:00.007+08:00

Random !

Seriously , i surrender my THUMB ! ))= it hurts badly now .
You see (ontop) its my product ! it just broke a "LITTLE" & i have to redo it all over again !

*SAD*

okehh .. enough of my complaining . have been complaining since yesterday .

Today ,,,

After DNT .. its around 4.05pm . Rushed back home to bathe .

Cause suppose to watch 5.10pm movie @ J8 .

Eventually i didnt make it on time .

Wanted to watch 6.4opm show instead .. but i felt it was too late . so didnt .

End up ,

Shopped around & HOME SWEET HOME !

AmanDa.C

Suaaay dayyy .

2010-06-03T20:20:00.002+08:00

Wahpianggg ! DBT ...!
I broke my "N" level (DNT) product !!!!!!
Is damn damn damn $&@-/€%^*¥~*£!!!
I took 3 WORKING DAYS to do filing .
& finally I was near to polishing it .. Which it was eventually the FINAL step in completeting it !
and yeahh , blame my careless-ness , I drop it on the floor by accident and it BROKE ! ))'''+
OhhhhhmyyyyyyTIANNN uhh !! Why ain't you protecting my product ?
While I was filing , I once said , "if I do ever broke it I may as well just PONGPIAK and die !"
I really use all my mighty strength to file it lo ! & my fingers hurt for it lahh can !
WHATEVER lahhhhh ~
it's already broken . Just REDO lo !
Arghh ! My heart acheeee big time now ! ))=
you all might not know how hurting it was to redo a hard work thing !
Felt so FAILURE !
Siggggggghhhhhhhhhh .........

Sounded so emo ! Hahah ~
currently using ipodtouchh to update . ^^
imy

AmanDa.C

LOVE IT ! (YWYW ..)

2010-06-02T20:29:00.003+08:00

Was damn tired today ! or maybe .. everyday i am tired ? my life seems so packed now !

I AM LOVING IT ANYWAY .

went school for D&T . it going to be damn tiring !!!

have to go school for 3+weeks !! and its from 9am-5pm Daily !

awwww .. this is how i am going to spend my holidays !

& it seems as if i only got 4 weekdays free from school .

Leave school at around 3pm today .

After that headed to CompassPoint to meet YWYW .

ontheway to CompassPoint , i saw 2 LADIES using umbrella in the bus . & i took a picture of it !

(picture on top)

i know the sun was shining at their seats . but can change place right ? the bus got loads of place for them to switch too but instead , they took out their BLACK umbrella and use it to block the sun .

Too meeee , is damn funny ! hahaha !

A DAMN SHIOK SURPRISE i got from him !

he got me a ring ! a very cute ring from bits&pieces .

love it much . but like abit weird if i wear it .

dont wish to say much more in detail . ((=

hehehe ..

are you guys ,

wondering why got ring ?

wondering why i still meet him despite all the disappointment i got from him ?

wondering why am i still in contact with him when i said before , " lets keep a distance " to him ?

wondering why am i so happy ? ( maybe not this )

BUT ! hehehehe !

okehh lahh .. maybe i am just Showing off about my life ! okehh .. this post damn bimbotic !

bye lah .. nothing much already .

Whats tmr plan ?

Probably accompany-ing tiffany ! ((=

hopes she likes my accompany .

AmanDa.C

Looooonnnnnggggg post ....

2010-06-01T22:42:00.006+08:00

Finally i got time to update .

Saturdayy , 29/05/2010

EE's Birthdayyy
&
Benedict Tan's Birthdayyy ..

Went for afternoon prayer . loacted near parkway parade .
After prayer , headed of for lunch @ CarlsJR ! (Y)
Bus-ed to Redhill for CellGroup .
- its my first time there . felt weird but manage to pass my time ! Awesomely meee ..
After CellGroup , had dinner and get ready for SERVICE ( ICAN ) .
- when singing song halfway through , i saw him with his gf . how nice can this scene be ?! haha .
okehh .. whatever is it .. bless him !
Aftermath , celebrated Benedict's Birthday awhile and off i go with some cell members to do BYNL .
was very distracted during BYNL cos i want have fun with the little celebration inside the hall . but cant ! ))=
Around , 10.30+pm , BYNL ended .. Headed to Redhill MRT to meet G & K for supper session again ! ((=

Sunday , 30/05/2010

Went to JB early morning , for shopping session with cousins !
Friends suppose to come along .. but they was complaining its too early . ))=
BUT to my damn surprise , i reach there , i felt so tired & was damn lazy to walk .. so i was complaining .. then suddenly , somebody tap on my shoulder . i was like" !#@~$#%`$^%# bloody idiot , who touch me !" then i turn and look .. GUESS WHAT !! it was ... YWYW & Troops ! WOAH ! damn happy .. hahha . they came despite their tired-ness . ((=

Today!

a past of My N level product .

BBQ .

SAW THIS ! & LOVE IT !! I WANT THE PINK COLOUR RABBIT one !!! but it gonna cost a bomb if i were to catch it . any place got sell ?!

SCHOOL > HOM-ED > RIVERVALEMALL > PASIRIS (BBQ)> HOUGANGMALL > HOSIPITAL > HOM-ED !

BBQ was a very "COOL" one .
Reason :

Very little people came .
Weather was effing hot as the sun shine directly at our pit(18) !
Food finish damn fast . around 7pm all food was wipe up !

its my first time ending BBQ so early . & there is totally no leftover food !
its still enjoyable anyway . enjoy talking with them . & lucky , me and their feuds is over .

CloseFriend , please staystrong . & dont give up !

AmanDa.C

Another wrong step .

2010-05-27T15:00:00.002+08:00

Today , Went to school at around 11am + to get my Report Book .
A BIG DISAPPOINTMENT to my results .
even though it is expected . as i haven been studying . ))=
Have to really buck up .. during the holidays . (Y)

Its a wrong decision made by me again .

Should not have gone to Church
Should not have join Cell group .

Reason : seeing you makes me go @!#$@$%#^$% .

Whatever issit , you are attach . so LastLong . ((=
i am not as hurt as before . i am fine .

YWYW , imiss your accompany .

AmanDa.C

It's Complicated

2010-05-26T22:20:00.002+08:00

@#@!$#@$&#@ ! Whole body aching BIG TIME .

It just show how weak am i . Just a day of Captain's Ball exercise .

Turns me to an old lady overnight ..

Today is a last dayyyy of SCHOOL !

Happy or Sad ?

Tomorrow parent-meeting-session .

Good or Bad ?

AmanDa.C

you taught me how to staystrong .

2010-05-25T14:01:00.002+08:00

FINALLY ! 3days of in-house suspension had ENDED !
I'M FREEEEEEEEE !!!! ~~
Its Games Carnival (Sports Day) today held @ school .
Played Captain's Ball for LowerSecondary (C) & UpperSecondary (B) teams .
Well , not suppose to play as got In-House suspension . & i didnt even register my name .
But ... *HEHEHEH* , LowerSecondary not enough player , so joined them .
I felt so weird ! as all the people i dont know . imagine , u want pass the ball , but u only can shout , *EHH , EHH* haha !
After 1st round , pulled T in to play with me . as i NEED a person to pei me .
-She richard house de lo .. but she wore highland shirt .. so can play with me ((= .
Then then ... it was UpperSecondary turn , after 1st round , ohlin wa so pissed off cos , others didnt really played well . so she pulled me and T in .
SOOOOO ~ end up i played for both , B&C division ! =D
VERY TIRING ! didnt played well during the last match . too tired lah !
))= my big toe got a blister . it hurts big time now . ~

Ramblings ,
are you attach to a classmate of yours ??
sighh ..

Yesterday night , i went to meet YWYW .
>>Thanks for really putting loads of effort to explain to me . i truly appericiate it .
Everybody lies . including me !
so all i can do is .. to forgive you . but i really cant make myself to be as close to you , like the past .
PAST is PAST .. move on with your girlfriend lah . ((=
dont bother feeling guilty or what .
you said you regretted . i understand . but really sorry lah . i cant make myself to forget the incident .
- When i just got single , you are there for me . i feel so touch .
But now , u hurt me less than yjh but more than anybody else .

AmanDa.C

I WANT WATCH "THE LAST SONG"
Ps : even though i got no ideal whats that .

Saturday , Sunday & TODAY !

2010-05-24T18:47:00.029+08:00

SATURDAY !

Funfair's Coupon

Polaroids

Sweeties !

YellowBalloon RABBIT ! (does it look like ?)

Park Mall !

SnapShot by Angelia .

Cousins busy eating.

Lemons

Fun with LEMONS !

Cray Fish????

Guess what's THIS ...
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.....its THIS !! (MushroomSoup)

YO !

The Adults ! (some missing)

MY LOVELY CHOOCHOO ! (Some didn't attend the dinner)

Around 3pm , Reached NgeeAnn Primary school to attend some Charity Funfair !
its interesting .. as it been ages since i been to school's Funfair . played games , drink .. and had a balloon when going off .
After that .. headed off to PARK MALL for God Mummy's (real) Birthday dinner . we ate @ level 4 .. a Magnolia BBQ buffet Restaurant ..
WOAH ! the food SUCKS BIG TIME ! YUCKSSS .
Rate : 2/3 Stars . (N)

SUNDAY

Celebrating YuCong's Birthdayyy .

Dinner @ SHOKUDO !

Woke up Early in the morning ... headed to EXPO for Service , as i missed Saturday's .
Had a little belated birthday celebration for yucong .
After eating cakes , headed off t ChangiAirport T3 for lunch @ popeyes !
First time eating popeyes . Felt the chicken was too oily .. but they have unique mashpotatoes . but i didnt really like it .
After eating , its about 3pm already . Rushed back to Expo .. as there is a global praying .
ITS THE CHURCH BIRTHDAY ! & WE "R" THE CHURCH ! =D
After Global Praying ... headed to city hall for dinner @ SHOKUDO !
love it ! (Y)

TODAY

School > HOME > SerangoonNorth > HougangPoint > HOME SWEET HOMEEEE !
should i meet you tonight , just to hear your explanation ?
??????

AmanDa.C

Confuse .

2010-05-21T23:11:00.003+08:00

given by HZX .

School > E's House > Home > RivervaleMall > Hougang Point > Home !
being so good recently . home all night ! =D
Slack Slack Slack .. it just my afternoon life now . Sighh . i have to stop slacking manxzx !
i dont want to have a slacker life . But it just seems that i got no mood to do other things . WHY ?

Ramblings,
Hope come again and again and again . HATE it lah !
Whatever issit . the "Thing" should be ending soon . & We are OVER .
Completely over . i dont want to hope on anymore for you . DELTED all source of contact with you & YOU DID IT TOO ! *CLAPS* . happy for you . i know you are in good life now . & you wont even want to catch a glance of me anymore . Bye la ..

PS : probably , i will make alost post of you ? to make me sound more retard ! ((=
soon . soon .

AmanDa.C

How possible that we can be 2 parallel lines ?

2010-05-18T22:43:00.004+08:00

VERY POSSIBLE !
Trust me , i dislike you big time now .
GO FAR FAR AWAY FROM ME ! thankyou .
& YESTERDAY , you gave be the "best" moment ))= ~~[YWYW]~~

Today ,
Headed to Hougang Mall with Jasmine right after school (1pm)
As there is an elective module briefing @ 3pm .
Slacked , eat , chatted .... (Y)
Headed Home after module .

Sometimes, it's not the sad memories that makes your heart ache, but also the best ones that you know will never happen
again. ))=

Bloated

2010-05-17T23:55:00.001+08:00

I have been munching alot today !
What have i eaten :
Pasta Set (recess)
Bar chor mee (after school)
Bread (late afternoon)
E's mother cooked "Dinner"(evening)
- Rice , chicken wings , Soup .
MUMMY's Homecooked food(Late evening)
- Rice , SpicySotongwithMeat , Vegetable , LittleFish .
RotiPratas (mid-night)

AmanDa.C

What is life ?

2010-05-16T22:27:00.006+08:00

Tiffany !

Guess who ??

Olden days CANDIES !

Both cost the same price at Kopitiam .. but see the different in size ? LOL .

Today ,
Rotted @ home till later afternoon ..Then Headed to Gym with Royal .
Suppose to swim with tiffany and Co . but lazy la .. ((=
HOME SWEET HOME after gym .
&&& i am fcuking HAPPY ! 1 month pass for me ! 1 month sounds long ? but it seem so short . YWYWYWYW is coming back tomorrow .. WOOOOHOOO~ . imy badly .

Yesterday ,
went for service " You can be happy"
(Y)(Y)(Y) .
After that , CAB to chomp chomp with K . wanted to eat .. but end up we walk to Serangoon to have MeePok instead . Retard ! wasted $13 from redhill to chomp chomp , end up walk to serangoon . fcuking lame . After eating , slack awhile .. as K saw his friend ..Then Cab home as there is no more buses ! ((=

Ps: my brain is useless . i keep thinking about our past . SHIT ME !

-no more BABA .

Hamburger

2010-05-11T22:03:00.002+08:00

My hamster passed away this morning 6amSharp .
its my first time facing a death of an animal . and i felt it so cruel .. Is just a small little hamster and yet it still can die after 1year5month6days of living with me .
I didnt even touch him before ! Cause he was just too FIERCE . when u finger get near him , he will just bite , I was afraid so IMAGINE this 1year+ i have NEVER EVER touch him before . &&& is always daddy helping me to clear his cage and putting food for him .
I feel so ashame .. of MYSELF . I cried when daddy woke me up in the morning and told me hamster was dead . I was like "HUH ?" and my last see him playing was like 12374652832 days ago . i was like so "BUSY" with my stuff till .. i dont even bother to look at Hamster . IREGRETTED. sorry hamburger (my hamster name)imy .

050109-110510

Change

2010-05-10T22:09:00.000+08:00

"If you want to change , you have to put in the effort ."

-mrlau

You can Dream ..

2010-05-09T14:57:00.002+08:00

Yesterday , went Redhill to attend Service alone . (Y)
but , K accompany me there and home . as he work @ IKEA .
i really wonder , have i made a wrong choice to go there ?
seeing you ,
makes me go #@$%$#@#%^ ..
Sigh . Anyway is still an awesome trip .

You have to learn to let go .

2010-05-07T22:43:00.003+08:00

Chinese MYE . i am sooooo going to failed it ! sighh .
School ended around 12+pm . headed home straight after that .
Bathe , Dress up . & out i go to AMK with K .
Watched IRON MAN !
Rated : 3.5/5POPCORNS !
is not that nice as the first part . &&&
Inside the theater , i was freezing to the max ! and imagine .. i endure it for 125mins ! WOAHH ! hahha .
After movie , Saw loads of K friends .. chatted a little .

than had our Early Dinner @ ASTONS (Y) .. was damn full .

Went back to AMK hub .. to buy things .. end up i was so so so fickle minded that i went home empty handed ! heheh .. K Cab me home .

thats all .. =D

Stupid me !

2010-05-05T21:36:00.005+08:00

I am the worst idiot on earth !
Damn pissed off with myself ..
today , SAME THING happen , i passed my ezlink card to school.. and forget to take it back after school .
But the lucky thing was , before i board the bus , i remember about my ezlink card , so U-turn back to school and took it .
then headed to E's house alone .
BUT THE STUPID THING IS ,
i went E's house , and change my uniform out as it was very sweaty .. & after that .. we decided to accompany E to cut hair . so we left his house .. & I FORGET TO TAKE MY UNIFORM HOME ! & my uniform contains of my EZ-LINK CARD ! & we are like far from his house already .. So end up .. i didnt have my ezlink card with me again .. paid coins for all my trip .
it been 2 days i forget about my ezlink card .. walk here walk there .. just to get it back ,, IN THE END .. i still didnt have it with me .
VERY STUPID RIGHT ? STM me .. #@$#%$#%#$@$*

Fcuktard

2010-05-04T21:38:00.003+08:00

Damn pissed off with myself .
Today i passed my ez-link card to the school . for top-up of concession lah .
So i am supposed to collect it after school .
so right after school , i board the bus and off to E house , in the bus , i tried to tap my wallet again and again on the ezlink card reader .. but it scan nothing , that was when i realise that .. i forget to take my ez-link card . so eventually i paid coins .
Reached , E house , slacked till times up .. we decided to go 401 to have our lunch .
It was near school .. so i decided to walk back to school just to take my ezlink card .
The weather was Damn HUMID ! walk walk walk .. Finally , i reach school .. went into the GeneralOffice and ask for my Ezlink card . & FCUKTARD ! they told me , they haven top-up and ask me to give to them Tomorrow . I WAS LIKE .. WTF .. if haven top up , i rather dont come back and take .. just pay coins for all my trip .. DAMN PISSED .

World too small .

2010-05-03T21:08:00.010+08:00

Early morning , headed to school .. for History extra lesson . Was lateto meet T&E again ! #$#@#@$ .
After lesson , headed off to E house , for lunch . Watch TV & slept there too . Till Around 3pm , headed off to PunggolCommunityCenter for the guys basketball session .
Leave there after awhile .. headed off to HougangAve7 . Slacked with B .
talk talk , walk walk .. till time up .. >> HOME !

Saw alot alot familar faces . And i realise .. people i know is just a circle .
ALL LINK TO EACH OTHER ! WTF .

Make use .

2010-05-02T23:17:00.002+08:00

Met up with Royal & Ruisong for study session @ HougangPoint .
But meeee , ended up being distracted by G & K . Accompany them too HougangMall as G wanted to buy concession but end up didnt as the queue was too long !. Then headed back to HougangPoint > Slack > Eat > Home .

i learn something from K today .
he said : "in this world , we humans make used of each other"
aiyahh .. something like that lah .
my conclusion is ... " no matter how nice a person treats u , eventually u will get hurt one day ." so ... DONT DEVOTE too much on something .

okokokokoko .. too much crap from me . BYE !

awesome-ness

2010-04-30T13:55:00.003+08:00

Tiffany's Birthday party @ Bryan's house yesterday .

Birthdayy Girl .

a group picture .

Today ,
Headed to watch IPMAN2 ! Me & KoonTat was late . so Tiffany and humans , went in first . So eventually , Me & KT troubled edwin to come out and pass us the tickets to go in . sorry lei ! ((=
is a damn AWESOME show anyway .! love it .
Rate : 5POPCORNS !
okehh , and i realise . i didnt watch part one so koontat did explain a little during the show .
i want watch PART ONE ! anyway to watch it ?? hmmmmss ..
After movie , headed to Bugis for shopping session . tiffany got quite alot of stuff she wanted . & me didnt shop much . Was looking for PolkaDot Polo tee .. but cant find . & i saw a DAMN nice highwaist denmi . but didnt manage to get it . ))=
After shopping , waited for another batch of friends who watch same movie but at different location . met up in mrt . & They headed for slacking .. well , i went home for NANNY session .

Flirt ?

2010-04-27T20:37:00.003+08:00

" I can like many guys but only able to love one . "

BLOGGER .

2010-04-22T14:25:00.005+08:00

Yesterday !

Xavier

BirdNest are just so awesome !

Today ,
School > Edwin's House > Jas's house .
will be at Jas's house to be a nanny for a month ! What the DUCKKKYY !!
they are away to some trip they have . so i help to look after this 3yearold little naughty(not the above pic baby). Pray hard then i wont have a hard time !

Silenceeee

2010-04-19T22:05:00.002+08:00

Like woahhhh ..!! I just happen to pop by and read your blog today .
Basically , I don't know what wrong had I done this time round . And ya , go ahead and lead your life . No matter how hard I explain myself , is useless . So I don't bother either . You always assume things so ya I am fine with it . Just lead the way you want .. Enjoy life as life is short .

Like woahhh

2010-04-15T16:43:00.003+08:00

Like woahhhh !!!
I can update through my iPod Touch now !!?? Omfg . Finally ! Haha . okehh but still thinking weather to use back blogger or not lehh . Cos .. I can't use my lappy to access to blogger.com .they keep telling me "forbbiden access" something like that lah . Damn pissed . Currently usinge xanga lor . Pretty boring ... Cos can't really customise much to the skin . Can't add twitter . Can't this can't that . Sian-ness !

Sweetsweet,DA !

Memories.

2010-02-10T15:12:00.004+08:00

currently at basbas's house to update this blog .

anyway ,

HERE WILL BE DEAD , HUMANSSS ! i have moved AGAIN ! and , lalalala ... this blog is kept for my memories ! =DD find me people .. if you can !

Note : ~~thumbsupanddown.multiply.com~~ i'm not using too .

SORRY for the inconvience okehh ! =D

But hor , just come back click my ADVERTISEMENTSSS ! love u manymany . hate me ? then your problem lo !

*BLEAHHH*

MISSME !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sweetsweet , DA

School.

2010-01-20T15:30:00.002+08:00

Currently at school doing my D&T ! and i was so bored and stuck at doing it so decided to blog ! Seriously , my Lappy still cant acess to blogger for like 2134673846273683DAYS ! why ? why ? why ? & using Multiply Kills me ! i cant customise skins and stuff .. so is pretty pissed !!! .. maybe i will just delete everything and get out of cyber manxzxz .

imissyou,babylove .

The LAST DAY of 2009 .

2009-12-31T11:32:00.002+08:00

MY BLOG is damn dead !
Reason : My lappy was attack by VIRUS on christmas EVE !
is damn fcuked up . & up till now .. it have not been FIX !
& i have not been able to use it ! so ya .. thats why my blog is so dead .
ALOT ALOT ALOT of things happen lor .HAPPY HAPPY !
So decided to use friend's lappy to update my blog now .
Well , time is limited so ... ya make a post to mark the end of 2009 !
2009 , have been a wonderful . year even thought i meet some problems halfway through .
it been pretty a nice year still . at least is so much better then 2008 !!! =DDD
Hmmms .. maybe countdown tonight ??? with , YWYW ?? or Shannon & Co ??
lets see ..
For Now , Head off to SHOPPING !!!! with shannon . miss me .

basbas .

JOCELYN's BIRTHDAY !

2009-12-17T23:56:00.000+08:00

hope she likes it .

MY BIRTHDAY !

2009-12-14T23:33:00.004+08:00

LET THE PICTURES do the talking !

2 more days .. ..

2009-12-12T21:43:00.003+08:00

WHY MUST YOU GUYS DISAPPOINT ME AT THE VERY VERY LAST MINUTE ?!?
for once , i remember my birthday ..
for once , i am looking forward to it .
for once , i thought i could lead a happy day ..
for once , i AM DISAPPOINTED again .
bid my day a GOODBYE . & thats it .
My world starting to turn round and round again .. as L**E steps in once again .
I wish to be the happiest girl on earth ! Grant me that wish .
& lalalalallalal ~!!! =.DDD

amanda is once again ... failed on her birthday ......

RS HOUSE AGAIN ..

2009-12-08T22:48:00.004+08:00

Well , MY post is DAMN DAMN DAMN DEAD BORING !
no pictures .. as i dont know whats with my lappy ! it too HELL damn long to load a picture on my blog !
@!@!$#%$#%$^$ ..
so i say i just make it wordyy lorr .
sianxzxz!
Headed to Ruisong house again for slacking !
pretty well .. we all have been meeting up real alot !!!
=.DDD

Ramblings ,
Issit good to meet up so frequent ?
to really get close in relationships ? be it , friends or Love ..
Lost at times .. when cames to my feelings . when comes in facing it .. I'm Afraid .
who will ever help me to get the person i love ?
MAKE ME A SHORTCUT can ???
like how , RS & Shannon comes tgt .
i dont want to be like ..... waiting waiting & waiting .
when will i ever get a helping hand ? get a person to pull me through .
i like this , i like that .. i like SO Many many many people !
but dont tell me (...) will be the one that let me FALL in LOVE !! *faint** ..
me and him ? abit no link .. and its a surface answer that it is IMPOSSIBLE !
but , RS say nothing is impossible ..
sighhh .. my world start to turn over again . .
WO GAI ZHEN MER BAN LEHH !???

ilikeyou??~~

7th DEC 2009

2009-12-08T22:47:00.001+08:00

SHANNON , JIAQI & RUISONG ...headed my house for slacking moments todayyyy ~!

6th DEC 2009

2009-12-08T22:46:00.002+08:00

PAINTED MY HOUSE !
daddy & I .. give our house a new look ..
even though is not fully complete but .. still great yea ..
my room is yellow !!!!!
awww ... ~

5th DEC 2009

2009-12-08T22:45:00.001+08:00

EASTCOASTPARK .. cycling .
not to elaborate much . as ... *AHEM* problems may occur !

4th Dec 2009 .

2009-12-08T22:40:00.002+08:00

Headed to Victor's House for him to get his schooling stuff ..
& off to Hougang Mall for breakfast ...
Eat eat eat .. DONE !
Then headed to Ruisong house for SLEEPING SESSION !
Back home at about 3pm , got change ... Bathe & back to RS house again ..
Slacked awhileee ... JQ go cut hair .
Then i am OFF to meet my Friends ! =.D
BACK home @ 11pm+ .
TIREDDDDDDDD ~~~

3rd DEC 2009

2009-12-08T22:12:00.002+08:00

STEAMBOAT DAYYYYY !!!
pretty well , its a gathering @ my house !
a tiring day .. But fun & Sad at the end .
Sebastian was the first to arrived .
He came at about 1pm+ , and then his eyes were stuck on to my LappyScreen .. as he is Mapling ~
so ... as time Flies ~~ , it was about 3pm nearly 4pm , Royal , Edwin & Tiffany came .
Slack-ed at my Room . then shannon & Victor came ..
6pm+ , Ruisong , JiaQi , WeiMin & Jocelyn Came .. Had some water balloon FUUNNN in their arrival ..!
Next , the Guys ... went for some BasketBall Game .. & Desomnd Join in too .
while girls stayed indoor for TelevisionShow Session .
@ about , 7pm + SteamBoat started . ChuanMing & CheeJean Came .
makan makan .. talk talk .. laugh , laugh ..
AWESOMEEE !
than , BaskeBall & WaterBalloon again ..
Time Seriously FLIESSS ~!
then , is pretty late ..around 11pm++ .
the guys suppose to TON at my house .. but A FUCKER make a big fuss .. & and things go HAYWIRE .
Every Fun was crushhhhhh !
sighhh .
So the guys end up slacking Alone @ my house playground ?
till the next day morning ... i went to find them at about 6.40am !

Continue on nxt POST !

Movie DATEE !

2009-12-02T23:46:00.008+08:00

Comments : Seriously is DAMN DAMN DAMN BORING ! and cant be understand during the show . But , at the end of the show , i think the moral of the show is pretty well ! Cause its
about , changing of a cold hearted man to a better person ! by letting him realise it
on his own . RATE : 3POPCORNSSS !! =D
SCROOGEEEEEEEEEE .
Comments : This MULAN , is slightly different from those cartoons ones as it cut Straight to the main point . About a daughter replace her father for Battling as her father was ill ! the Killing scence make me so ...... Heart Sank ! i cant stand blood nor seeing Deaths .. as well , i am afraid of pain and DYING ! =D
RATE : 3 1/2 POPCORNSSSS !

my Says ! ,
pretty well , daddy SURE GONNA SCREW ME UPSIDE DOWN for my handphone bills ! which me all the best !
i had been msging , msging , msging !
goooossshh ..
1st thing , i have to sms ppl about an invitation to my house for steamboat which is tmr .
& Nxt , i have to sms primary school-mates for the lastest update of our Dinner night which is 4Dec .
Jialat liao lah ... really sms too much liao . how lehh ?
sianxzxz ..
lalalalalal~~~
Tomorrow still have to wake up EARLY in the morning to go to market with mummy for some Fresh Food for SteamBoat ! Hope everything goes well tomorrow ! <333>

ywywywywywywywywyw ...
WHY must we quarrel AGAIN !? its our 2nd time ! ))= feel so ...SIGHHHH .

DECEMBERRRRR !!!

2009-12-01T22:51:00.004+08:00

WEEEETTTTTSSSS ~~~ !!

1DEC ! .

a new month starts ..
when look back .. i have been like spending a month ROTTINGGGGGG ~ .

sianxzxz .

Really have to do something about it !

ANYWAYYYYY ! ,

MY FACE HAVE RECOVERED ~!!!!

seee :

it beautiful right ! =D

okehh this picture is actually taken before the day i go kayaking .

i very lazy to take picture lah . heheh .

but my skin is the same as the picture .

NO PHOTOSHOP have been done ! all my picture is ORIGINAL .

even though my face have recovered , its VERY VERY SENSITIVE . when got sunlight shine on my face , it hurts big time .. and when i touch it , it hurts too .. so must be EXTRA careful with my face ! awwww ....

& my birthday is getting nearer ..

am i happy ? excited ? i doubt so .. cos every birthday to me , is a HUGE disppointment . ))=

WARNING !

2009-11-30T18:36:00.002+08:00

WARNING !!! .. when scroll down please becareful of my picture ! it may Freak you out .
But ya ... this is how i look like now .
After a BAD SUNBURNT !
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getting closer
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TADAHHH :

scary? i feel its very scary !
is like really cant step out of my house now lor .
Sighhh ..
but at least i am rotting IN the Chalet ! =D
yw ,
Will you marry me , if my face is like this ?!

AmanDa.C

With that SUNBURNT skinnnnn ..

2009-11-28T22:34:00.004+08:00

Seriously , I LOOK ATROCIOUS ! sighhh ..
going out on the street make me look like an WIERDO .
Hop i recover soon lahh uh .. and i will start taking great care of my BEAUTIFUL skin again ..
i haven being applying Butter nor Scrubbing my Body as it hurts !
feel so AHEM~ ! =D

Today , headed down to HougangMall for Npcc meeting .
Camp Review ,
Nxt Year planning & Stuff ........
After that went for Dinner . then Slacking with WeiMin .
While RuiSong & WeiMin playing basketball with Desomnd , they took of their slippers . and i
Found this :

This pair of slippers make me laugh like hell .. seriously is like a total immitation of PUMA !

what the hell ..

"Pima" "Puma"

interesting lah .. the immitator .

hahhhahahaha ... okehh , guess whose ? hahaaa ..

& worst thing this pair of slippers cost only $1.60 ? (if i didnt rmbr wrongly) pretty cheap !

Ramblings ,

Is a total COPY lah can ..

i Brup out loud , you did it too .. which make everybody say that .." ya .. YOU like to brup out loud " and they just makes me feel that i am the IMMITATOR ! What the FCUK lahh hor ..

*pissed*

i know , i here being a tortoise , posting on my blog .. instead of confronting you straight in your face .

I have my reason for it .

- What for confronting you , when things repeat again & again ..

- What for Strain-ing our friendship over this ? aint i being too Childish ?

- What for creating a big huge problem again ? i believe , we both got better things to do .

- What for caring about what people thinks ?

& i jus want a place for me to vent things out .. & thats it !

IS time for me to let go of all thins ... ((=

whatever conflicts we have , or i have with anyone , or how much you people hates me ,

Once i know you as a Friend , We are FRIENDS FOR LIFE no matter what happens , no matter how far we are .. no matter how long we had not been talking . ><

i hope i am walking towards improvement ! =DD

Skins starts to peel .

2009-11-27T22:45:00.002+08:00

YEAHHHH ~~!!!!
my skin starting to peel ohh ..
but it still hurts big time .
Sianxzxz ..

Anyway , today , most of my family members , headed to WWW .
& i cant make it .. due to my sunburnt .
))=
9pm ,
today , the show "Daddy's at home" is last episode .
i dont know why , i am so into the show . i like it alot lor .. maybe cos of ChenHanWei "Aunty-NESS" ??
hahahaass .
pretty nice show . !
Rate .. 3POPCORNS !

yw ,
IMY ...

PASSPORT making .

2009-11-27T22:35:00.002+08:00

26NOV'09 .

Headed down to ICA building with Aunt & Cousin ..
to get my passport Extended ..
Got queue number and everything , waited awhile but , headed home .
Which means , i didnt get my passport done .
Cousin Sick & me gOt a BAD BAD Sunburnt . & the there is over crowding of people there . & i cant be touch by people , if not VERY PAIN ~ .
So give up making passport and headed home .. by Cab again . As i cant feel the slightest sunlight & cousin is feeling so sick to walk !
Okehh .. i admit i very TAI TAI ~ .. but really very pain mah ! =DDD

2nd Day of kayaking .

2009-11-27T22:17:00.003+08:00

25NOV'09

Lets Start with , My 2nd day of kayaking .
Starting is all pretty same with the 1st day .
The first activity we do was , Rescue-ing .
well done ? & i have to capsized again . as everybody have to do it .
i was so TERRIFIED . i c** but still manage to take the courage and complete my capsized . *CLAPS*
Next was then some funny turning drills , which i totally Know nothing .
till i then end of 2 days , i still doesnt know how to do ..
CUI ~
Then follow up was Paddling ? all the way up to the FLYER ! then back again ... 2km + ?
is damn tiring lor ! hand so sour ...
But still manage to complete it !!! WEEEETTS ~~ Those who came on the 2nd Pass !
After kayaking , headed to school for refreshing moments ! had a bath .. then headed down to hougang mall with shannon for some COOLING down Desserts .
after finishing it , wonder around .. and HOME WE GO .
& i cab home .. pretty tired .
Straight to bed .. till 10.33pm !
WOW ! ><

** I AM BADLY BURNT ! pain pain pain ... ))=
OOOOOUUUUCCCCHHHHHHH .....

KAYAKING !

2009-11-24T23:39:00.002+08:00

i am plain lazy to update my blog lahhh ...

Today was my very first experience of KAYAKING ! ..
i was damn damn bloody afraid . i scared , i will die there .. as pretty afraid of water .. even though i can swim ? omg .. stupid ..

When we reach @ Kallang River ,
we all assemble somewhere ... there lah .
get to know the coaches , introduction & then instuctions given .
6 coaches guiding us .. 3 Ladies , 3 guys . all were pretty okehh .. except for that .. ARGH main coach !!! pretty idiot lor ! attitude problem siah .
Introduction , okehh lah .. boring lor .
Instructions , i listen to it attentively !! as i am afraid so .. must listen clearly ! =D

Procedures ,
Get boat .. paddlers ... the lifevest ? then off to KAYAKING !!!
when getting down from the Bridge to the boat , i was freaking scared . But still manage to get in .. with the help of the coach . When i got in the boat and stable myself , the feeling is like .... WOW ! heng i never drop into the water . okehh .. abit very exaggerating .
But really scared lah .
Kayak Kayak Kayak ... Drills Drills Drills ...
i almost cried when doing the capsize drill . SCARY mah .

2pm END !
WOOHOOOO ... clean up , MAKAN !!! & homeeeee ..

My thoughts ,
actually hor ... kayaking , is not as scary as i thought !

& BLOODYHELL ! , too late to make my post .. now is 12am+ ..
this post is posted on 241109 !!!!

speechless .

2009-11-17T22:36:00.002+08:00

Why am i always speechless when i am right infront of my computer blogging ?
Pretty well , i should just learn from xiaxue of how she can blog so much .. till she is a famous blogger ! gagaga ..
Pretty well , i have been rotting the whole day at home . Feeling restless from camp . ><
Seriously ,
i dont know whats with me ohh ?
i wonder am i feeling fine , when i got to know he(zx) is once again attach today !
a sudden of heart shrinking , cold hands & cold feets ? whats with all this manxzx ???
trying not to think and let it go . SO IAM FINE ! ((=

Thoughts:
to who ever it may seems ,
okehh .. really , i dont understand whats in you ...
that you kept silence when you are jealous .
there is really really more you have to learn about . i dont know how to put it in words to make you understand nor , let you over see the whole situation . you keep thinking you understand , you know whats is going on .. being brave that you kept silence and stuff , but do you know that the reality is totally opposite in what you are thinking ?
okehh , i am no better off to say you as i aint mature . & people have their own perspective to see thing .
Everytime , i tell u whats going on , you claim you know . but you totally dont . i really dont know what more i have to say to make you see whats really going on and allow you to cherish those things you have HAPPILY .
Just change your mindset . & staystrong .
withlove , AmanDa.C

A Hectic camp .

2009-11-16T23:33:00.002+08:00

PEOPLE ! i am back from NPCC CAMP !
miss me ?
((=
Its a HECTIC CAMP .
even though i am jus a kitchen Mama .
but , i had learnt to accpet dirty-ness ><
home pretty early today , as some family stuff on going .

Amanda.C

TAKE A LOOK AT ME NOOOOWWWWW . ><

2009-11-10T23:32:00.003+08:00

i dont know what to say ?
hmmms .. my life seems pleasent ehhk !
cheerscheers !!!

That Hamster .

2009-11-09T23:09:00.003+08:00

Was out the Whloe dayyyyyy .
Chatted with shannon when i was homed .

&&&&& i got to know that AHBOI IS DEAD , yesterday .
seriously , i cant accept it . i dont know why ... i had so much feelings for it .
its just a hamster .
& i just got to know it not long . but i have so much feel for him .
seriously , its damn damn cute . fat , fat .. round round .
i have been saying i want to touch him , i want to carry him , but i jus didnt have the courage too .. as i am afraid . but NOW !? he is gone .. there is really no chance for me to touch nor carry him .
i feel so devasted ! & i am regretting now ! ))'=
Even though it isnt my hamster ..
whatever issit .. AhBoi , rest in peace . my deeeaaarrr ...
))''= ))''= ))''=

Ps : will update picture of ahboi .

AmanDa.C

Busy WeekEnds .

2009-11-08T21:29:00.014+08:00

I had a pretty Busy + tired weekendssss ...

SATURDAY !

Is really like a total lack of sleep .
Wake up Morning > meet yw&Co's for breakfast and stuff .
Out till afternoon came home . & had a taste of DADDY'S CHILI CRAB !

daddy's first attempt .. not that bad .
Even though is like .. Salty Crab instead of Chili Crab ?
totally not spicy .
not even 0.001%spicy .
After Eating , Out to meet shannon for working time ! ((=
Work work work ..
Till 11pm i am home .
bathe , and out i go again . with Yw&Co's for some PRATA !!!!!
home @ 3am ??????
and wake up @ 7am the next day ...

TODAY
7am off bed .. and did some stuff .
not to elaborate . ((=

Blabbering !
i want go shopping !
i had been Blogshopping !!! & my stuff haven arrived since 21432896329874132740YEARS !
arghh .. i really hope it arrived tmr !!!!!!!

My life seems smooth for once .
I had really go through alot of emotions stuff .. myself i guess .??
& i am happy with it .
i wish occasions dont come by so fast . \0/

Amanda.C

Random .

2009-11-05T23:13:00.004+08:00

Headed school early in the Morning .

Study Maths , which i hardly could understand .

omg ! what a bad sign for sec4 .

After school , headed to junction8 for a meal and some window shopping .

I need Cash manxzz ! i want to shop .. shop till my leg when numb ..

hehee .. if heaven jus drop me a BAG full of cash . how happy will i be manxzx .

*Dreaming*

i slept through my whole Evening ! =D

Yesterday ,

i cab home from royal's House .

i took a SliverCab .. & that FRINGGING uncle is sick in his PEA brain .

he drive super duper hyper FAST ! i was like seating a bloody roller coaster !

my life was at a HIGH RISK being in his camp .

he really drives like one lunatic ! omg ! *faint*

i felt so uneasy after , i got down the cab . even though the trip aint far .

MUMMY's Birthday .

2009-11-04T10:29:00.003+08:00

Woke up .. early morning to email the proposal to Zakiah !
yawnn.
Anyway , have to wake up also as i'm Heading to the Pool soon .
Update when i am Back .
HAPPY BIRTHDAYYYY MUMMYYYY .. <333

edited//
Headed to Royal's House after swimming .
okehh .. my eyes hurt badly after swimming & i am having a Blur vision now .
Slacked at Royal's house , played mahjong with his MUM !?
Fun anyway .
After that , headed off to Rivervale mall to get a Cake for Mummy .
Home , & Celebration started =D

to BBOMB ,
i am guilty .. very guilty .
i didnt mean to give you false hope or to indirectly hurt you .
i had tried my best to avoid you .
i like you , & i admit .
but , things isnt so simple .
i dont want the history to repeat again .
ya , you assure me that it wont . & thats what my ex did to me too .
i am sick of those empty promises .
once bitten twice shy .
no matter , how nice you are , how much assurance you give me , my ans is set .
No mean a NO .
i know , who you are , i know , you wont be the same as my previous .
But this are just my judgement .. i am sure to judge wrongly again .
i am too sensitive to stuff . i guess .
Aint easy to handle .
So i prefer , that we maintain like this .. for now & forever .
OR , wait till i change .. and let see how things go again .
i want to be a nearly perfect girlfriend instead of , what i am now .
if my friends couldnt tolerate my attitude , i dont you are able too .
So understand how failure i am in relationship ?
i hope you do .
and , i dont wish to hurt you further .
-your Pie .

enough is enough .

2009-11-02T23:21:00.003+08:00

i cant stand alittle bit of accusing .. on me ! totally CANT !
omg .. even its just minor . i really cant stand it .
& i will really try means to clear it .
For Buddha damn bloody sake ...
it been 3months . 3 FRINGGING months .
i have my life to lead on lah . I am sure to get somebody else better then you !
& YOU ,
who musterbate practically everyday ! watch porn as a daily routine !!
Totally DISGUST can .
i wonder , why i had you in the first place !
ohh maybe , i fell in love with your MOLE ! ahahhaah ..
that huge SWOLLEN MOLE !
maybe , a few years down the road it may grow HAIRS ?
wont that be sexier ?? hahah .
You got a dark skin .. but totally a tarnish for those handsome hot guys . which had a millions time better than yours .
& Not to mention , omg .. you are from CHINA .
WHAT IS THIS !
chinachinachinachina ..
i think i had polluted my blog .
gosssshh ..
what so ever issit . you read this or not ?
i dont care .
Spam your friends about me .
saying how childish i am .. go ahead .
i will jus endure . even though i failed the first test by spamming about you here .
but i really cant tolerate people who accuse me .
& ya , you guys will say .. just go up ahead in front of his face and rants everything i had .
If i am given a chance i will . Definetly will .
&& ya , chance have to be created by ownself .
but , i choose to give it a miss .
I KNOW IS DAMN CHILDISH TO SPAM ALL ABOUT HIM HERE .
but , i really BUAYTAHAN lah .
for once , i kept silence !
cos , i didnt want to make things worst .
Claps for me .
STAYSTRONG .

CHALET !

2009-11-01T13:38:00.002+08:00

Chalet Family PICTURES !! :

HALLO-YUUU

2009-10-30T23:42:00.003+08:00

Seeinng him make sank me to deep thoughts .

my , 2nd for today !

2009-10-29T22:59:00.015+08:00

Pictures take on 27OCTOBER2009
@ RuiSong House ..

Headed to , PasirRis after school .

Slack there awhile .. & headed home .

many things happen . i wish , i can face it .

I GUESS CORRECT ! 28/10/2009

2009-10-29T08:25:00.002+08:00

hahahhahah !
Yesterday was wonderful for shannon ohh !?
=DDDDDD
haven been updatng ohh ?
currently @ school .. LEPAK-ING !
in a few hours time , the test arrive . & i am Prepared to FAIL !
gagaagg ...
will upload pictures when reach home !
love youuu ..
LASTLONG ! HONEY .. i had entrust you to another one .
*Disappointments* ))=
Whatever issit ,
i bless you with the luck i had ! <3

AmanDa.C

PROPOSALS make me go ... RAHHH

2009-10-26T22:09:00.002+08:00

Been Busy with Npcc stuff lately !
Npcc meetings .. Proposal doings .. Brain Storming !
okehh .. i admit .. i didnt contirbute much ?
but , i still made an effort to go for meetings and to take the Responsibility of KITCHEN MAMA !
heeeheee ..
Just Did finish with my prposal . & most probably , will be heading to ruisong house tomorro morning to do some touch up ! and and ..... Slack at his house ! weets !!!!!
Today ,
was Inter-Class Competition day .
Imagine my class , only got 2 pathetic chinese girls go & 5 malays girls .
Guys , not that bad .. practically all turns up !
claps .
So ya , i played captain ball !
get champion !!!!!!! .. woohooo ..
but need share with tiffany as , she played to ..
we too turns lah !
After , School ...
head off to hougang mall .. makan , and RS house !
then blah blah blah ..
& home !

Seriously , i was dead tired this few days .
why siah !?
i also dont know .
okehh .. have to replenish my energy .
as there is TONS & TONS of stuff for me to do !!!!!
omg .. will list it out ? probably the next post ?
& ya , i haven been uploading pictures !
or maybe , i didnt have time to take Pictures too ..
YAwnnn .. Bed time now !

AmanDa.C

lalala

2009-10-23T23:58:00.000+08:00

tired

First Entry through , MULTIPLY !

2009-10-22T19:44:00.000+08:00

i ask myself , why would i create another bloogin webpage ?

Ans :

i Felt Multiply was cool .. for idk what reason !

Seriously , i am pissed with my Bloody lappy today !!

it doesnt seems to be in a right condition ??

Practically every internet webpage , i have to wait for damn long . and i cant click close !

i dont know how explain the problem i facing .

but it just suckyyyy lah !!

RAHHH ...

School today , was fine !

Got back all my result .

& i heave a sigh of relieve with disappointments ., but at another point i was happy that i pass my CombineHumanities !

my first time ehhhkkk !! WEEEETTTS !

RESULT :

ENG - FAIL

MATH - FAIL

C.SCI - PASS

C.HUMANITIES - PASS

CHINESE - PASS

Yaa , basically , i failed both my main & MOST IMPORTANT subject !

i dont know how am i going to tell daddy .

goosshhh ..

NXT , BUCKED UP MANXZXZ !

Had elective modules too !

shall not elaborate much .. as i am having a heavy eyelids ! & tmr , still gonna wake up early for breakfast with Shannon @ mac !

okehh .. jus hope she can wake up tooos ! =D

Goodnights peeps . Tobecontinue ... tmr ?

SHALALAALAA ..

2009-10-17T23:28:00.002+08:00

WEEETSSS !
EOY ENDED !!!!
okehh .. but result is another fear !
hmms .. how did i actuall fair this time round ?
i think :
badly done . was distracted , a few days before . and cant seems to get back on track . when i tried so hard . and promise myself to do it .
3rd day , another infactuation came in .
omg !
Blame myself .
OVERALL , i put in loads of effort to get it done . and read up notes .
&& MEMORISING it .
hohohoo ..
i treat myself to ICE-CREAMMMMMMSSS !
woohoo .
Seriously , had been munching alot of ice-cream lately .
aiyaa .. MY FAVOURITE mah !
LOL .

Remember the times :
ZX.A's , we used to have mac delivery practically EVERYDAY . & in our order list , its a must have ICE-CREAM .
so i think , 2 months i had been putting on weights alot .
omg .
Young ,
i used to have golden mouth .. like .. almost .. eating , the TOP quality ice-creams ONLY !
hah ! Eg, Ben&jerry , hagen Daze .
think back , i feel i am stupid .. in being an idiot GOLDEN MOUTH !
gosshh .

Amanda is fat .. BLEAHHH

wish ..

2009-10-14T22:31:00.000+08:00

i only wish myself to be ... CONTENTED .

A problematic Blog .

2009-10-10T19:33:00.004+08:00

Overslept today , and i missed the redhill tuition once again !
Sorry Peeps , if you all had waited for meee ..

Instead , I headed to CompassPoint with Shannon , to STUDY !?
Ended up , we both had some conversation over Friends ? & what is actually goin on around me .
Chatted , Ate , Shopped ! & HOMEE ....

Ramblings ,
i would prefer you to turn your back towards me .
dont wear a mask . i dislike it .
& it will be more hurting instead of you turning you back towards me .
i couldnt believe on what is happening now .
Serious ..
a friend , since primary school . turn out to be the one throwing you aside for the new ones .
one word "Disappointment"
when , i say i am willing to change .. means i will .
& What i needed is time !
i aint a person who is so genius that can change over a night .
i dnt want to be bother . so please stop giving me .. shit . being nice infront of me .
Thanks . and i be very greatful to you ...

+7 , i despise you for your everything !

i realise my blog is flooded with my unhappiness ! i should cut down of my unhappiness .. PLENTY . \0/

AmanDa.C

a wrong move .

2009-10-05T23:15:00.004+08:00

I ruin my 2months of healing period . within a day .
Reason :
I met him today .
to return his certificate .
even though is just a short meet , but i dont know why .. it bring such a big impact on me !
is 3days before , EOY . and bloody hell i meet him . =C
i regretted .. but .. regretting wont do any good .
I act like a TYPICAL AHLIAN .. when i met him .
did i brought you a totally tarnish amanda ?!
you saw things , that i aint suppose to do .
i dont know what .. you think .. or maybe you dont even care !?
I distracted myself once again .
STUDY STUDY STUDY .. amanda ! STUDY .
I would like to promise myself ,
When today pass & tomorrow arrive ..
i be fine ! and get back on track .
I have to really get over it .
One day , when i am ready to get over you and put everything down , i will make the last post about you .
And eveything to be final .
LETS JUST CONCENTRATE ON MY EOY FIRST !

myloveisatthevergeofdying.

Amanda.C

Sick

2009-10-03T23:36:00.002+08:00

feeling so uncomfortable .
EOY is coming and i fall sick ! ))=

HAPPYBIRTHDAY ROYAL !
& HAPPY MID-AUTUMN .. =D

Amanda.C

STRESSsssss ..

2009-09-29T23:31:00.013+08:00

I'M BLOODY HELL FEELING STRESS !
for the damn hell first time .
i got so stress up . Preassuring myself real hard . but nothing seems to be done .
I say .. but my actions doesnt prove .
Feeling real .. shitty !
A tiring school day i had today .
iwas feeling very sleepy when class started . But still , i manage to keep my ears & eyes open BIG ! =D
2hours of SocialStudies SRP was conducted today .
Attend it .
teacher talk almost the whole 2 hours . didnt did any writing at all .
Teacher talk alot .. so is like .. damn difficult to memorise all & i am damn lazy to write it down .
So Guess WHAT !!!
My classmates took out their handphone ... and start recording teacher voice !
TECHNOLOGY IS HERE , WHY BOTHER !
hahah ! damn stylee .
After SRP , headed to hougang mall alone to get Subway for MaMa .
Reach home , Bathe .. prepare .. then off to Rivervale Plaza to STUDYY !
did manage to get stuff into my brain . ((=

pictures :

Recording Time :

Group Photo before heading home :

Before heading to RiverVale Plaza :

WEBCAM

Ramblings ...

I dont know whats with me ?

when i saw you online suddenly , my heart feel so SOUR . very sour .

i thought , for once , i wont have to feel this sour feeling again . but ... it false .

Now tears are at the verge to flow down my cheek . for I DONT KNOW what reason .

seriously ,

I dont know , if i still likes you ..

I dont know , if i miss you .

I dont know , why i feel so sour , so terrible .

I dont know , why there is tears in my eyes .

I dont know , WHAT I WANT !

Confuse . i hate those DONTKNOW . i want to clear it . but i couldnt .

you change , and i feel it for some reasons .

My friends saw you plenty of times , but i saw you once .

I dont know if i'm wishing to see you again .

i just wanted to concentrate on my studies so badly .. but ME , MYSELF is PULLING DOWN MYSELF .

sighhh !

i wanted to give you a casual Txt . but i didnt have to courage too ...

withlove ,

AmanDa.C

2009-09-28T20:54:00.012+08:00

A BLOODY HUMID day .
seriously the Shiney sun .. melts me .
making me feel damn NUAAA .
After school , headed to hougang mall .
Had SubWay for lunch .
walk walk .. & HOME ! ((=

Pictures up ahead !

More of my face first !!
taken when i reach home ! =D

Heading Home the Time !

Fail

Fail !

Fail .

Fail

Finally a perfect one ! =D

Okehh .. i haven been studying since i reach home . so yaa .. STUDY TIME !

must really pull up my socks high high !

Amanda.C

FUN !

2009-09-24T00:04:00.004+08:00

random pic....

Hmmss .. i had a great day !
woots .
But stressing over EOY .
i cant seems to be getting my study mood ! ))=
&&
Wont be updating so soon again PEOPLE !!
MayBe Back after EOY !
& i will flood my bloggieeee .. with PHOTOS when i'm BACK !
LOVEYOU , MISSYOU ! =D
Miss me too OKEHHHH !??

Amanda.C

Fickle Minded !

2009-09-21T23:16:00.005+08:00

Photos unable to upload !

NOW , i was like considering on getting a DS or Ipodtouch ??
FICKLE MINED manxzxz .
help me with it people ! tagg me your suggestions .. ((=

Seriously ,
i had alot alot of WANTS .
& i have to really cut down on it manxzc..
If not .. my whole family have to eat grass . and daddy have to work like a bull . to fulfill my WANTS .
HEARTACHESSS for my PARENTS .
i NEED to learn how to appericiate their love they had for me .
AMANDA ! time to grow up .

Ramblings ,
RECENTLY , when nights falls , i began to think about ZX again & again .
making myself unable to sleep .
17 more days to EOY !
& i am still thinking shit !
WAKEUP LAH AMANDA !
))=

AmanDa.C

Memories Doesnt Flash back .

2009-09-19T23:39:00.001+08:00

Check out my ThickLips <3>

Seriously , i LOVE MY CAMERAA ! canon Ixus875oIS ..

Memories doesnt flash back .. but we can Cement it by taking pictures .
i enjoy taking pictures manxzxz .

I feel it very sucky when you are out and you didnt bring your camera along !
But at times , is also kind of troublesome when you have to bring it out .

so yaa , handphone now all got build in camera but it fustrating when you are lack of Memory space .. and when your handphone doesnt have flashlights !

HAH !

Today , had tuition at Redhill ..
we spend about , 3-4hours there and Guess what !! , i only did 6 questions !

AMAZING manxz !

After tuition , Me , Bird , QuiTong & Jocelyn headed down to Hougang Plaza to have SukiSuShi Buffet .

WOW ! eat till my stomach almost explode .

Fun anyway .

& camwhore ALOT !! =D

PS:Lazy upload so many ! (=

Amanda.C

i wish i could stop .

2009-09-18T22:39:00.003+08:00

Today , isnt a very nice day for me .
Was suppose to be a reporter and interview 10people .
somehow , i dont mind it doing it .
But teacher's attitude and Comments , totally turn me off !
and makes me destest about the fliming !
While being a reporter and stuff , i suddenly misses NPCC to the MAX .
siggghhh .. didnt manage to join much if the Fun .
Had a quarrel with my teacher .
Was damn shocking .
not going in to detail .!

After the fliming and sometime at NPCC .
All of the NPCC people headed to the 401KPT to have a chat and stuff .
so it was "THE MOMENT OF TRUTH" section .
I hope many things had cleared in between all of us !
& to .. S , STAYSTRONG !
once a friend FOREVER a friend .

Ramblings ,
i am tired already .
For some particular reasons , i feel very tired .
Sick of everything .
and i wonder when will i say this pharse"I had given up & I'm a HAPPY girl ."
i will wait for the day ! ((=
okehh , enough of SELF PITY ! hah !

PS: Pictures will be uploaded soon !!

Amanda.C

100 ... oohhh !?

2009-09-17T22:23:00.002+08:00

What goes around , Comes around .
& i'm beliving that i am getting back everything now .
things dont go smoothly .. as it seems to be .
Everything wasnt settle .. i guess .
We stop it for a Break time .
to rest .
ohhhhgooosshhh ...
EOY IS COMING !
21MOREDAYS .

SelfMotivation,
AMANDA ! STAYSTRONG . you have to really make it through EOY .
PASS ENGLISH ! and ... pass ALL SUBJECT !
if you are not going to be awake now and start STUDYING , you are GONE CASE !
REALLY GONE !
AMANDA .. Drop the thoughts and go .. move .. move with studies !
GO GO GO ..
dont stop .
ZX has been a past for nearly 2months !
STAYSTRONG ~
YOU GONNA FAIL BADLY IF YOU DONT START NOW !
ACPY !! WAKE UP !

okehh .. insane . but , really i need motivation .
NEEDED badly .. gossshh . ))=

eoyeoyeoyeoyeoyeoyeoy ...

Amanda.C

Embarrassing Moments .

2009-09-15T22:43:00.002+08:00

Today was Bird unlucky day !
she made a fool of out herself for 6times!
Damn FUNNY ! cant stand it ..
okehh .. not going to to detail as she doesnt like it .
Bird ,
I will try my best to forget what happen today !
HAHAHAHAAAA ...

Came Home straight after having lunch at HougangMall Macdonalds !
and was using the computer all the wayy .. till NOWW !
feeling lethargic already .
&& heading for my BEDDYYYY soon .
Before it .. lets come to my Ramblings Section !

My speech ,
Chor , i just want to apologise to you .. i know i had been really flaring at you badly today .
SRY !
& just want you to know , we didnt reject you .
dont think so much alright !
STAYSTRONG ....
Clara , i didnt side an outsider .
i just didnt want you to get pissed off so eaily .
if my words didnt make hurt you .
i apologise !

Ramblings ,
What i want in MY LIFE ?
seriously , i hate it when you guys say i couldnt make it in my guitar .
why are you guys .. Discriminating meee !?
it make me feel that i really totally cant make it .
i myself lack of confidence already .
I know i had been saying that i will learn guitar for nearly 4years .. but yet .. up till now i didnt learn at all .
i will say is .. if i got the CASH .. i had become a guitar pro .
i feel so so so disappointed that i couldnt take up guitar classes or worst .. having a own guitar .
the feeling sucks . trust me .
4years ... and counting .... i have been waiting for MY GUITAR .
i dont want to wait anymore . ))'=

ZX , i need you to guide me through now .
What am i going to do next ?
(you are attach ..........)

Amanda.C

Iphone .. or just Itouch .

2009-09-14T23:36:00.007+08:00

Bloggy Bloggy Bloggy .. i'm Here to Feed you ! hoho .. XD

Left , IPHONE . Right , IpodTouch ...
[it seems to have no difference.]

Out of a sudden .. i wanted a iphone !
but .. people say it will EXPLODE ? then not safe . and daddy dont agree to it too .
so i was like considering IpodTouch . but i already got a Ipod Nano .. to hear music .
ohhhgoooosssshh .. so stuck .
Iphone & Ipodtouch is like SAME ?
just that Iphone can call/txt .
Anyway , My handphone is Dying soon anyway .. it went servicing 3 times but is still keep auto Shut down !!
kind of fustrating !
So is like ... i should get a Iphone RIGHT !!!??
hah ! but .. argh .. daddy dislike it .
& i was surprise with myself .. never do i thought that i would fall in love with Iphone !
hohohhohoo ...
And yaaa , my Biggest cousin just got her Iphone Recently too !
goossshh goossshh ..
I AM SO INTO IT NOOWWWW !!!
IPHONE ? IpodTOUCH !? \O/
or maybe , BLACKBERRY !!!!!!
hah .. way too far . i am Too YOUNG to use such a Hi-Tech phone .
hehheehhe ((=
Iphone or Ipodtouch shall just be my consideration .
worst thing ... am i even able to have it !?
it cost a bomb manxzxzzx !

Reporting by ; Amanda.C

feeling so lethargic .

2009-09-11T00:00:00.003+08:00

NUA'NESSS !!!
currently is 12.03am

a fun but tired day .

2009-09-09T23:36:00.000+08:00

let the pictures talk !

2009-09-08T23:51:00.014+08:00

When Boredom strikes,

Currently now is , 12.25am .

its 090909 .. WOW !

uncle getting married today early in the morning @ 8am .

& i am still awake blogging .

woots ~

Yesterday , 080909
i was home .. and out for an hour of Carpark Catch .

running around the carpark .. making me feel so damn tired .

guess what i was the LAST to be caught ! hoho ! but thanks to tiffany lah . she was like helping me ?

okehh .. fun Game anyway .

Ramblings ,

i finally understand the meaning of BORED .

seriously . i was rotting real badly at home .

i got nothing to do . really nothing !

gooosshh ..

Then i decided to load Dota .

so called Ruisong for help .. but turn out to be weimin helping !

after downloading and everything , Sebastian taught me how to play !

WONDERFUL .. okehhh ..

i was astonish by sebastian . I kept asking him question and he was like .. repeating and repeating . but he was not angry at all .. and he didnt even scold me manxzxz !

how nice of him ! hhah .

Random Feelings ...

actually i kind of wish i would’ve just stayed home, i would’ve avoided disappointment.

i kind of hate when people don’t turn out to be who you thought they were, or who they seemed to be during your first impression of them.

i should simply finally learn that it is not good to have expectations. but i can’t help it. maybe there is just nothing to do about it.

maybe i’m just looking for something too great, maybe i’m the problem after all, maybe i just cannot be satisfied with anything or anybody.

i don’t like when things start getting old, when relationship slowly dies, when people change.

i want things to be exciting and fun, all the time.

i want people to be how i like them to be all the time.

i want to be contented with everything.

but this is me asking too much.

although i feel like it’s not that much.

it’s not like i’m asking for luxurious cars, a mansion, an academy award, and a few magazine covers.

i’ve got nothing planned for the day.

i’m kinda glad about that.

i missed not doing anything.

i’m quite contradicting myself, aren’t i?

i want attention and people around me, but then wanna be alone.

Amanda.C

guilty !

2009-09-07T23:34:00.005+08:00

is damn bloody fustrating when i cant upload pictures !
roar !

Todayy .. jus went slacking around .
& i quarrel with daddy . ))=
I hated for the things he had done to me .
but ......
i am still feeling so guilty.

//Edited ...

You can hate a person just by looking at her/him: the hair, the smile, the look, the clothes. Anything can trigger negative feelings.
You just have to go with that flow and any proof that person is not horrible will have no influence on you.
I don’t know if we could say a good thing about every person we’ve met so far, maybe they haven’t impressed us in a positive way, but we can most certainly bitch about all of them.
There must have been something to annoy us at one point. It’s only human! For every nice gesture and person who smiled thanks to you, there is an unhappy person, someone who feels neglected or discriminated against.
It’s human to be annoyed, but above that, I think it’s human to be hatable (being available for hate).
We are hatable with every gesture, every choice we make and tear we drop.
Because all these are movements on a map filled with people and, inevitably, when we go one way we get closer to some and estrange from others.
We are, in essence, controversial.
Some are more controversial than others, true.
It depends on how far we move from the center of the map or, in other words, how extremist we are.
And how much we show of our personality we show to others.
But still, we are always lovable to some and hatable to others.
That’s the breakthrough.
We’re both good and evil, pleasant and repulsive, smart and stupid.
It only depends on where we’re standing when we’re judging.
There is no black and white.
And that’s why the big picture is important: we need to see the balance between the smiles and the tears someone provokes.
And the reasons.
The intentions.
The more information we have, the better we see the tone of gray.
Anyway, we are hatable.
That’s our most human trait.
Every person stands for the things another one hates.
That’s life.

And ,

i’m sure it happened to you before.
we’ve all disliked people, and we’ve all been disliked as well.
for good reasons like silly reasons. we always say we don’t choose who we love, but we actually do. you love that person that matches all those characteristics that you’re looking for in a person. and once you find something you don’t like in someone, let’s take for example jealousy, then you’ll start questioning yourself about that person, and you’ll wonder if they’re right for you.
in friendships like relationships.
but then, some will say we have to learn how to appreciate someone’s flaws in order to deserve them, which is true, but at what extent would we have to do so? when it comes to a point where you have to endure someone, it might not be a good idea to simply put up with the whole situation.
or let’s say you feel like something is treating you unfairly, why would you just simply put up with it? and i know, a lot of people will stick around with them, no matter how that person will treat them.
some will say “but i love him”, which makes me wonder what love is.
how can you love someone who doesn’t have anything good to offer to you?
i know, it always seems like i’m analyzing situations, and maybe i am.
i think it’s interesting sometimes to simply stop for a few minutes, and look back at things, and analyze them. it makes you grow as a person, and usually makes you a better person.
why?
because we learn from our mistakes.

Amanda.C

GREAT !

2009-09-06T14:39:00.002+08:00

HOLAA !
thanks Adelle !
i was unable to like .. upload pictures and change the fonts of my colours .
& finally , i am able too ! thanks ..

Had been coming home late recently .

YESTERDAY
Had tuition at RedHill !
most of us .. really got no mood to study .
& i had been munching on loads of snacks . ((=
but okehh lah .. we still did manage to do some maths questions .
After tution ,
mostof us headed to Hougang Mall .
to have dinner and slack around there .
Its really fun !
thanks guys .
even though i didnt join in . as i was wearing a DRESS !
seriously , it ruin my day ! i feel damn weird wearing a dress even though i wore a shorts inside .
Imagine .. i was like being damn damn gentle the whole day .
They went to a playground to play . but i just sit down there and look ! ))=
but okehh .. is fun as it flooded with their jokes ! ((=

Today !
Home all dayy !

PS:i still cant upload pictures ????? why ?

Amanda.C here !

Blogger Settings !

2009-09-03T22:50:00.001+08:00

BLOGGER settings not right !!!
my blog is really NOLIFE manxzxz !
flooded with words .
PS:i still cant upload pictures nor change my word colour !

School was Nice today .
Being disturb rapidly !
RAHHH ...
After school , headed to Amk hub to get stuff and Do homework at MAC !
hmms .. having funny topics today .
and is damn Gross to the MAX .
then home after MAC .

Ramblings ,
Somehow , i feel we are completely strangers .. or worst , ENEMY .
a damn weird feeling .
I just want thing to be really smooth for me and you .
or maybe .. for ME .
i am over with you . 100% over .
even though i still thinks at time .
i dont want those funny feeling at all . and i dont want to poke my nose into your problems either !
STAYSTRONG BUBBLEEE ... ((=

Amanda.C

WHAT's WITH BLOGGER !

2009-09-02T22:38:00.000+08:00

i still cant upload pictures ! why people can , i CANNOT !?
argh ..
& nxt .. i cant add colours to my words ~
damn it .

Amanda.C >=(

cant stand it .

2009-09-01T22:02:00.000+08:00

A cold day today ..
was out to watch "TheProposal"
Honestly , i didnt really paid full attention to the movie as i was really freezing to the MAX !
Royal lend me his Cardigan .. the Material is damn bloody thin .
having a cardigan = to dont have .
so ya . had a hard time in the movie theater !
After the movie . Had some food and then headed to the beach for some chat .. & home !

Once again , i'm poking my nose into ZX world .
i was facebook-ing . then into his profile . and look look look .
Then into Pratically every web that could access to his profile .
is damn retard . and i feel the pinch inside me again !
Damn . & nxt , yearbook . for his sec3&4 picture .
Ehh .. he seriously change alot uh !
he was damn bloody cute last time .
When i look year book pictures of him .. the feeling is like ..
"WAH , my NCO ." can feel some mentor-ship
but when i see NOW the picture of him . i feel damn .. weird .
I know i have been avoiding the feeling that i had for him .

Why am i still thinking so much ?
Bloody ..

random
GOODBOY!??

Amanda.C

My Definitions

2009-08-30T21:55:00.000+08:00

To : Zakiah:)

A true friend stand by you
no matter what, Be it good or bad times.

A true friend cares for you
unconditionally.

A true friend will never
ever leave you alone even
when you leave him/her alone.

A true friend will still be there
for you even when you pisses him/her off.

True friends do not need tobe communicating everyday,but no matter what happens
they will still be the first one
to by your side in times of trouble.

True friends feel happy
when their friends are happy.

aww .. amanda. c here .

RUINED

2009-08-30T20:57:00.000+08:00

I would like to take back what ever i had post to Him on my previous post .
its a pain to actually sees what he type on MSN .
whatever issit .. i am feeling so uneasy in my heart now . its seems no peace .
why am i facing so many UPs and DOWN in my life ?
okehh .. thats is part of life . but those Humps is near to each other .
when i jus got finish climbing one , i meet another .
is damn tiring .
for instance .. when i was quarreling with my friends , you came to talk to me .
to make me feel that .. you are still there for me .
Nxt , when your face in my brain starts to fade , the next moment , i saw you !
which once again .. make me rmbr you Clearly again !
whats going on manxzxz !
When we are tgt , you kept telling me .. "we are the right person but the wrong timing ."
i think i understand what it means now .
or maybe i dont !?
okehh .. whatever issit .
i am afraid of things happening . really afraid .
i feel as if .. i am living in fear .
i hope time will really pass FASTER and let me live in peace .
i dont know how to say ... how afraid am i .
LIFE STILL GOES ON !
STAYSTRONG AMANDA !
PS: i cant upload pics !

Amanda.C

i have to reflect .

2009-08-29T22:13:00.001+08:00

Yesterday ! [28Aug09]

it was area7 games day for NPCC .
FUN !
I got a chance to actually take part in 4 games !
amazing !
My first game was , "CatchMe."
there will be 5 people in a team .
2 members will go up to the 2nd level and throw water balloons down .
& 3 other members will have to catch it using a pail .
ya ! Serangoon manage to catch 4balloons !
CLAP !CLAP .
okehh even though we didnt win . But is because of the unfair rule they made to us !
ARGHHHH ...
Nxt , was Shooting . Me and Shannon replace Ayuni & Zarifah as they have to play captain's Ball .
Shooting was LAME ! lame to the MAX .
After shooting , i went to the captain's ball area .
Chatted with the others . Then Match start . while playing halfway , Zarifah hurt herself so i have to Replace her .
so i played .
then play halfway .. zarifah said she was fine . so she came in .
play play play . then she fall AGAIN ! so we all have to stop and end the game .
SIAN !
Nxt was WaterPouring .
i was also a replacement !
as the huian suddenly went home !
what the .....
so ya . played 4 games .
but didnt win any prize . =D
Ending , we had loads of pictures taken .
okehh is damn bloody Fun !
WOOHOOO ....
ps:Somehow , blogger dont allow me to post pictures . will post soon if i can !

Today !

Went tuition at RedHill . host by MrOng .
Fun .. great .. notbad !
had dinner at ClarkeQuay Riverside .
DAMN SHIOK .. ROMANTIC !
hah . so ya .. while eating , indeed memories flash back .
i will be thinking all kinds of funny things .
& i realise NEVER one of my EX actually accompany me to ClarkeQuay .
AMAZING .
after dinner , Jocelyn got scolded by her Mum . as she have to be home .
so ya . we slack awhile then Home we go .

Mood,
have i move on ?
maybe i did .. a little .
no matter what had happen . life still have to go on .
ToHim ,
i know you maybe facing alot alot of problems . stress and everything .
tell it to somebody who you can trust . i know you like to keep almost everything to yourself . It will be a torture lah . so ya ... jus vent everything all out . say it . i am willing to be your listening ear .whatever issit . i will jus tell you .. BABY STAYSTRONG !

Amanda.C

Whats With you !?

2009-08-26T22:01:00.000+08:00

WAH PIANG !
i totally cant stand it . whats with you in blocking me in MSN again !?
hellO , bloody hell .. i never even talk to you leh !
jus because my PM wrote "Ignorance is what i give"
then you block me right after i write that !
you sick in the pea brain !!!!
okehh or issit i think too much !?
but i am damn bloody sure he block me ! Damn FCUKING SURE !
whats wrong manxzxzx !?
i dont like being block !
okehh for one reason !!!
I WANT TO SEE YOU ONLINE ! i also dont know why .
i just feel damn weird without seeing you online !
SHIT-POOS !
i admit i feel some weird thing in me .
but ... AIYAAHHH .. i dont know lahh !
and that "JOEJOE" of you !
YUCKSZXZX ..
maybe .. i'm jealous ?!
okehh !
i'm damn sick in the pea brain .
whats with me !? i have to really forget him .
MOVE ON ! amanda .. MOVE !
JIAYOU !!!!

today school was FUN !
time pass damn damn damn fast .
i'm yet to do my homework manzxzx !
damn it !

WHATS WITH HIM!??????

Amanda.C

That Huge smile of yours !

2009-08-25T22:51:00.000+08:00

After school , went to get bubble tea and Dounuts for mummy !
went home straight after that .
reach home .
Bathe , pack stuff . and out . to friend's house .
Then times up . went hougang mall to meet Clara .
okehhhhh .. i was late again . Sorry !
And GUESS WHAT !???
i saw ZX , when i just step into hougang mall , heading towards the toilet .
okehh . is damn shocking .
i dont know why . but somehow , i was Astonish by his present .
he gave me a HUGE smile .
and i gave bake a grind .. cos Clara was walking damn fast and somehow , i was so in to talking to her .
After sawing him . and thinking it .
i was like .. " OMG OMG ! i saw him !"
is kind of stupid lah . but .. really lah . the feeling sucks .
i am able to let him go .
but why let me see you AGAIN !?
arghhhh...
i must manage it . so yaa ..
i'm fine !
After that shock , went to TheCathay to have dinner as we are hungry .
then to .. TheHeeren , Town .. then PlazaSingapura .. all walking distance .
okehh .. we chatted alot .
Darn alot .
then jus went window shopping ..
Time pass .. time to be home ! and now .. i'm blogging here .
Suppose to be out again with cliques .but i'm tired & tmr got School .

somehow , IMY .....

awww ... its Amanda.C

how i wish ..

2009-08-23T22:15:00.001+08:00

Many Many problems have been stacking on me .
but it isnt the problem i wish for .
i wish it would be studying problems .
i wish that i am just vexed over my studies .
but ,
All the problem i am facing is all General .
like emotions , friends ..
i feel really weird .
i also dont know what .
i am trying very hard to really change myself .
and get 100% over with zx .
i just want to concentrate on my studies .
giving every bit of my brain to my studies .
& i wish .. motivation will be given by my Friends & Family .
i have to study .
cos my results is really down fall .
N level is jus next year .
and look at my standard ? will there be hope for me to take my Os?
i doubt so manxzxz .
i really have to study .
But .. emotions just get over me .
i hope one day i can jus get a brain concussion and forget everything .
sigh ..
Currently , chatting with zx .
i am complaining everything to him uh .
halfway .. he went off for his friend .
i dont know if i am right to talk to him .
telling him about how i feel .
sigh .
but i had already say .
see how things go .

Friends .
NO MORE THREESOMES .
i know it lah .
i wont bother fixing it again .
cos i know i fixed it before . and i tried quite a few times .
now i will just leave it .. and is up to you 2 to pick it up .
i want back the threesomes . cos i know 2years+ it been a tough road .
and a True friend last walks you through .
i am here to stay .

Amanda.C

Little India .

2009-08-21T22:02:00.000+08:00

Today , i learn alot of things .
went to little india with some friends .
spend most of the time eating ..
it was really wonderful lah . as i tried alot of new stuff !
we wanted to do henna on our hand but the cos is alittle too pricey .
so we just got a tube and do it ouself ! how cool manxzxxz ...
will upload pic soon !

Moods.
i hope i'm fine . zx .. i am moving . i make a little improvement !
zakiah ! thanks for really being there for me !

Amanda.C